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Everything TRULY happens for a reason. So many great and hurtful things happened to me this year, but those hurtful things were the result of most of those great things. I'm actually really happy, and cant wait for things that I am about to do and want to do. Life is too short, guys come and go, friends are always there for you no matter what their schedule is like, deep down they wont forget about you and my family is stuck with me :)
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[03 Jun 2009|09:12am] |
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i love her =)
And, everything is good with me :) I'm living in a fantasy world sometimes with a guy that I think i went in too deep for, that I know he feels something, but there is reality for him. But, I will never fall as far as being really sad about this. :) :) I finished school on Sunday. It's a bittersweet feeling, but I know i'll be back in September :) And my brother came back from LA :) That is also a bittersweet feeling
..and i know i dont write in this a lot anymore, but thanks for everyone who still takes an interest when i do :) haha
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[25 Feb 2009|11:36am] |
I am very upset, there are too many annoying and stupid people, but i dont associate with them, but when i do they piss the shit out of me. But who cares, because i am also veryy happy. It balances out, HAHA, but if anything i am more happy.
:) :)
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[21 Jan 2009|06:09pm] |
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I hate how you have raised him-i really do. But, I will never say anything, because you mean so much to me and if i were to say something it would hurt you-really bad.
I hate how i found out you were a scum bag, well i somehow never doubted it during the time. But, i hate how you know i know that you are scum bag but you still try and charm me. Ah, what the heck, i love you.
I hate how i have spend three months with you two. But i love how we are having so much fun at the same time, like a lot of fun, i wouldn't trade it in for anything--other than three months in holguin.
I hate you, so much. You are so fake. I hate that whenever we are together you have to make everything a competition. You talk about yourself way too much. You always make me feel like shit. You call me just to rub it in that you are so much better then me. But, i love you like a sister, and i'll never tell you how you get on my nerves, because you mean too much to me, and it somehow evens out all the stupid stuff you do.
I hate how it had to end this way. But, we had a good run.
I hate how i never got your number. But i do love how fun that night was.
I hate how York is on strike and it keeps making me question my life. But, i love that i'm only 18 and i have no hurry.
I love my sisters and how much they care for me, and my brother that is in another city but still knows how to make me laugh. I love my brother-in-laws and how they do a lot for me. I love my parents, because without them i would wake up in the middle of the night and have no one hold my hair when i'm throwing up/they do too much for me. I love how i met two incredible people that hold such a big place in my heart. I just really like where i am right now. I go out about twice a week, with my yorkie dorkies, my friends that have become my two sisters, my club amigo buddies that make me laugh and have straight rum shots and for the t.v and how it makes me sane while i am not going to york.
So, to sum it all up, i am not a boring person. I'm just NOT you. I dont do what you do, i dont have a bunch of friends that i know are just with me for the popularity. But, i do have people that make me happy and that make me realize i am so very lucky. And another thing, don't talk about me and my traveling. If you are jealous and think it is ridiculous i always go away, then why dont you pack your fuckin bags and spend some money on trips and not material things.
God Bless--Adios!
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[20 Dec 2008|12:27pm] |
In 2 weeks from now i'll be under the sun and throwing "sand balls". Haha, be jealous and say "jeez how many times does this girl go away"? Be hatin'!
Now i should go take an advil, and get ready for work with a massive hangover.
Adios!
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[29 Nov 2008|11:15am] |
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i have become a very boring person, and i think i'm fine with that.
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[09 Nov 2008|12:57am] |
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i know i can. there are profile pictures i want to delete, but i cant get myself to do it. i'm really happy with where i am, but at times i wish to go back to those days. to call you, to seem like nothings wrong, to know everything that was going on, knowing if you had any girls in your life, to be your friend.
this post is intended for two people; its a guessing game-but i dont think its a hard one.
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[28 Oct 2008|09:14pm] |
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i wrote three things and deleted them all.........
therefore i have come to the conclusion to just stick with this--i haven't been to cafe mirage in months, and that was my hangout-i feel like there is a curse upon me and it needs to be broken.
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[22 Oct 2008|10:54pm] |
I really enjoy going to school. The people I met, the things I learn but it is really getting to me. I'm so tired at the end of the day, i cant even go to the gym anymore. I believe i gained about a 100 pounds ever since school started :( I just need to start going to the gym and start doing some hot yoga again. I miss my bod and my relaxed self. January will be here soon...
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[12 Oct 2008|11:37pm] |
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Shooting myself would have been better then sitting through that.
Ciao mi sueno dulce.
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[16 Sep 2008|10:38pm] |
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You know what the best feeling in the world is? Seeing people when you least expect it.
p.s: for my bday i want s.o.b.
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[06 Sep 2008|12:17am] |
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If i were to see you tmr, (or any other day) i wouldn't be able to explain how amazing it would make me feel.
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[22 Aug 2008|10:44am] |
I had a great time in california and nevada :) Tells you how much better it is to travel with family then it is with friendas AHHA
also-It felt VERY good sleeping in my own bed yesterday.
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[14 Aug 2008|12:01am] |
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8J0ODL6hGo4
So whenever my phone rings people look at me, but its okai it makes me smile. I'm seriously having a fuckin amazing summer, and i didn't think i was after coming back from Cuba with what happened, but damn it's been good, well still more to come. I am also very excited for september :)
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[09 Aug 2008|12:53am] |
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when i close my eyes..i'm here. =)
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[30 Jul 2008|11:36pm] |
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i was on hold with rogers the other day, and yesterday, oh and the day before those two days-and when i was on hold with them they were playing cuban music :@ Another thing, i'm finding clothes to pack for my next trip and i smell cuba :@ I went to mandarin and you know how it's suppose to be all asain things, they said "you want a mojito, it's a cuban cocktail"! And the other day someone hollered at me from their car, nothing new, always happens and i really dont care but this time they said "eyy mami" This is fuckin haunting me!
thats my tat-yo!
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[21 Jul 2008|12:11am] |
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The last night of cuba shouldn't have happened. Becaue of that night i am coming out of the trip with the ending of two friendships. It is okai if you disrespect me, but if you disrespect and hurt my mother-the one person who i live for, who is a part of me; i will cross you off my list. I can not change what happened that night, and i also can not forget about what happened, but it happened and i need to live with it.
With that being the biggest negative part of my trip, i could also say that this trip was amazing. I saw a shooting star, i skinny dipped in the atlantic ocean, i went on amazing walks and saw the sunset countless times and got closer to my brother, mother and loco por ti aha.
until next time,
my happy place :)
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I need some of Yovani's cuban injections because my mosquito bites are killing me!
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